The Writer's Block - BlueSea14's Journal

I'm sure you've noticed the new setup of my LiveJournal. :) I thought the black one was too depressing. So I changed it! And I also went back to my other entries. I deleted a few of my private ones, and I also went back through my others. Just because. ;) I was bored, what can I say?

Today is Thursday, and I'm very tired but I can't go to sleep yet. I just can't seem to falll asleep. *Sigh* 

I'm excited. My birthday party is on Saturday. :) Yay! My birthday itself was last Thursday, and I had a nice day then. I updated every single one of my fanfiction stories and I also started two new ones. :) So much work, so little time... Because I know that once I start college, my time for fanfiction will be history. That might be two years from now, but it's already taken two years to get as little as I have into 'Sunrise'. Eep! 

Anyway, I can't wait for all my friends to come over to my house on Saturday for my birthday party. Just because I really want to have fun and hang out, while we can. I'm always depressing like that, thinking that the worst might happen. I hate that about myself. I'm so cynical. Sometimes I wonder if I have depression because I get those black moods. But that's what makes the fun times sweeter, I guess. When we have fun, I'm happy and I don't worry about all the bad stuff. :)